1. I think of how it felt to lose him, slow and painful and confusing.
    And now I start to wonder if I ever really had him at all..

     

  2. What if we could put our lives on hold and meet somewhere inside of the world?

    On a park bench, on a skyscrape, on a mountain. Oh yeah, whatever it takes: I would meet you.

    Would you meet me?

    [Blue October.]

     

  3. And as it falls down into the night we run away.
    Once again divided.

    And here I stand.
    I’m too close, but still you’re far away.
    You never tried, but I did.
    And we still remain divided.

    I never found the line between the real and pretend.
    I know I should accept it, this is really the end.

    So I will lay down my heart.
    I will let you go.
    That’s what’s best for us all.

    [Blue October.]

     

  4. Somewhere inside I think I should be doing the opposite, I should be trying to let go of him,
    so when the end comes the blow won’t be as hard.

    But how do you do that?

     


  5. Holding on..

    ..It’s like swimming against the current: it exhausts you.
    After a while, whoever you are, you just have to let go and the river brings you home.

     

  6. The best way of keeping a secret is to pretend there isn’t one.

     


  7. wasted years

    But now it seems I’m just a stranger to myself
    And all the things I sometimes do, it isn’t me but someone else
    […]
    Too much time on my hands, I’ve got you on my mind
    Can’t ease this pain so easily
    When you can’t find the words to say it’s hard to make it through another day
    And it makes me want to cry and throw my hands up to the sky

     


  8. truth

    So now we’ve come upon the hardest thing I’ve ever done:
    It’s telling you that I’m a mess.