1. wasted years

    But now it seems I’m just a stranger to myself
    And all the things I sometimes do, it isn’t me but someone else
    Too much time on my hands, I’ve got you on my mind
    Can’t ease this pain so easily
    When you can’t find the words to say it’s hard to make it through another day
    And it makes me want to cry and throw my hands up to the sky


  2. truth

    So now we’ve come upon the hardest thing I’ve ever done:
    It’s telling you that I’m a mess.


  3. I was lost
    crossed lines that I shouldn’t have crossed

    I was scared
    tired and under-prepared
    but I’ll wait for it

    And if you go
    leave me down here on my own

    Then I’ll wait for you



  4. Alles was du anfasst wird blind. Alles was du loslässt ertrinkt.

    Manchmal wünscht ich, ich hätt’ dich niemals gekannt, doch nur ein Gedanke wie’s ohne dich wär’, entfacht in mir Angst.
    Und ich kenn dich nicht wirklich, weiß nur wie schwer es ist, dich zu vermissen, denn jedes Mal wenn ich dachte “Du bist es!” hat es mich zerrissen.
    Und jedes Mal wenn ich denke “Du hältst mich”, spür ich den Knall und den Klang meines Herzens, so wie es fällt auf kalten Asphalt.


  5. if this ain’t love, then what is?

    Some say I’ll be better without you
    But they don’t know you like I do

    Or at least the sides I thought I knew

    I can’t beg this time
    It drags on as I lose my mind
    Reminded by things I find
    Like notes and clothes you left behind

    Wake me up, wake me up when all is done
    I won’t rise until this battle’s won
    My dignity’s become undone

    So petrified, I’m so scared to step into this ride
    What if I lose my heart and fail the climb?
    I won’t forgive me if I give up trying

    I heard his voice today
    I didn’t know a single word he said
    Not one resemblance to the man I met
    Just a vacant broken boy instead

    There will be times
    We’ll try and give it up
    Bursting at the seams, no doubt
    We’ll almost fall apart then burn the pieces
    To watch them turn to dust
    But nothing will ever taint us

    Will he… Will he still remember me?
    Will he love me even when he’s free?
    Or will he go back to the place where he would choose the poison over me?

    When we spoke yesterday,
    He said to hold my breath and sit and wait
    "I’ll be home so soon, I won’t be late"

    But I won’t go
    I can’t do it on my own
    If this ain’t love, then what is?
    I’m willing to take the risk


  6. don’t think I could forget you.

    You never said a word

    You didn’t send me no letter
    Don’t think I could forgive you

    See, our world is slowly dying
    I’m not wasting no more time
    Don’t think I could believe you

    You, our hands will get more wrinkle
    And I hear it will be grey
    Don’t think I could forgive you

    Oh when there’ll just be silence
    And when life will be over
    Don’t think I will forgive you


  7. open heart surgery

    Have I said too much or not enough?


  8. When did you start to build these walls?

    I know I’m asking too much
    and I know I’m out of control

    But, I would give you all I have
    because you were meant for me
    and you belong here